Here’s to the sudden bouts of writing galore when my life moves too quickly, and my brain quicker, to understand anything at all.

And here’s to another feeble attempt at understanding things in my life, and their reasons that have always eluded me.

Should I, a) be insulted that you think i’m not hurt or, b) be insulted that you deliberately planned for me to get hurt?

I’m avoiding everything tonight. Specifically avoiding Filipino, but i think everything else follows. Life on the internet has been a bit dramatic and over-bearing for me to cope with. I think my lack of a laptop for internet connection has been a blessing in disguise. Then again, these things coming at me all at once is a bit too much to handle. All I can do now is be thankful for certain people who put a sincere smile on my face, and always had the capacity to. You, my darlings, are a much bigger blessing. And something I promise never to forget to be grateful for.

I’m venturing off to school a bit earlier tomorrow for a much needed replenish of hopes.

And faith.